Speechless

I really confuse..
Izit that my decision is good or bad?
Because I dont think that will go back that house anymore..
I really very speechless with my life la..

Speechless
Speechless
Speechless

Please forgive me on everything..
Because I now just dont want think that much...

Sorry dad....
I really dont know what life of i get it...
If a day I decide to go my own way...
Please let me go...
Just dont say anything on me...
Just let me go..
Better than I stay at here...