心痛

也许我真的应该放弃你了..

“我会学着放弃你

是因为我太爱你”

不是我不珍惜我们之间的感情

而是因为我对你真的累了

我真的好想逃避这事实

当我发现我们感情越来越淡的时候

我真的不知道要怎样

我曾经说我和你之间淡了

但你的回复就是你不觉得

你不再是以前我当初认识的世家了

刚开始时我们还有话说

但慢慢的

我们话题越来越少了

我真的不懂你是否变心了

如果是的话请离开我吧

我不想再这样下去了

别再我离开你后才知道如何去珍惜

当初机会我是给了

要说的我都说了

但你却给我这样的反应

我对你真的累了

最近我一直听的歌我的心真的好痛

因为让我想起怎么每段恋爱我谈得那么痛苦

我希望你会找到比我更好的女孩..

但要好好的爱她哦..

你一定要幸福过我..

我在爱情里累了...

我不想在恋爱了...

Sorry that I love you ♥

我很不想在看到我和你之间的感情会分..

不懂怎么当打不进你电话时

我的心中会想就是你在和谁讲电话..

难道你每次要这样快挂电话是因为你想和那女生聊天?

有时候我觉得我们感情真的越来越淡了...

我会想是我和你在一起有错吗?

我真的好想发泄自己...

因为面对到你这样对我真的不懂要如何...

我希望你会给我多点关心能吗?

我不想看到我和你这样快会淡...

为何我每段感情都让我那么辛苦?

难道我是注定被你们男人玩?

对不起~我爱你~

Sorry that I love u~

15feb2011

Yesterday I have say to him act that day not I want say his bad d..

But that time he have ask me the reason..

That time i wonder that I have to tell him anot..

Cause I scare he will leave me after I have say...

At last I have say out..

I have say out the things that I have keep inside my heart for long time..

Dear...Sorry...

I often because of you I have cry but just u dont know about the reason only...

And that time I feel that u have cry out...

But just I dint ask you only..

The reason is that time u n her really break already..

After that u have meet me..

But that time u n her together back...

When that time i know u still with her I really heartbroken...

Cause that time I dont know you really love me anot

Cause that time we just start our relationship...
If that time u tell me the true i sure will give u be back with her d...

Although get hurt is me but what can I do？

But thank dear that u choose be with me...

I just hope that own wont get hurt by u again..

I more hope is u dont treat me like your XGF...

Cause girl heart really easy get broken...

When u once n once hurt that girl,

maybe that girl will not believe in love anymore...

Hope that our relationship will last longer...

14Feb2011

Today is valentines day..

I plan to find him..

But he no give me to find him..

Sometime me also think that much too..

Sorry my dear..

Dear..

I love u...

I hope that u can beside me always..

But once day u will go Japan already..

That time i will more miss u..

But really sorry cause sometime i give u alot of stress on our relationship..

Not me want to think that much..

Is I scare last time things will happen on me..

I just hope that our relationship wont be any secret between us always...

Although u tell me that something cannot tell me...

But i also cannot say that is your false too...

Maybe that is your secret ..

But I wish to know what things too u know..

Cause I just want to help u on everything...

I don't hope that anythings will happen on u..

I hope u know what im thinking always...

I need your care always...

Sometime I dont know is there i should ask from u some question or just let it be pass

Cause i scare that thing will be happen on me..

Sorry

Because I love u and scare u leave me..

Sorry...

Not i want like that attitude...

Its my fault...

Today u tell me that today is valentine

But u scare me will be tired..

This I know...

I love u SAY KAH

But now u still working...

Hope that u will be rest well always at your work too..

I dont want see that u very tired always...

I hope that u give me chance to concern on you always..

I hope that one day our relationship will be better than before..

Dear..

I love u

好久没上来blogspot了..

一转眼新年已经过了..

接下来就是要忙着考试的东西了..

每一次时间真的过得很快..

如果能的话我想把时间转回以前的我..

我很不喜欢自己现在的生活..

现在的我真的很孤独..

每次什么东西都是自己做而已..

虽然现在的我不是单身..

但有时候很多事情自己都是不明白..

是好的还是坏的我真的分不清

我的心真的好乱

何时能让我走出这样的世界

我真的很怀念以前的我

轻轻松松

如果能的话

我不想要有烦恼在我脑海中

平时的我脸上挎着笑容

但我的心中真的好难过

是没人会懂我的

只有我自己知道而已

因为我奇怪为何你每当有事情以前你会告诉你的前女友

但我却不能告诉我

这到底算是什么

谁能够告诉我

我是你的女友难道算是秘密吗？

想太多真的没用的